Whispering my name like a lullaby, I am enchanted forevermore. The soft breeze sounds louder today and the tiny specks of light that burst from the foliage above seem to chant of forgiveness. I know nothing but to be myself; emotional within the cradle that is nature, a sort of beautiful mystical dance I’ve always somehow known the chorus by heart. I am so willing to let go and heal up, anything else feels heavy and misplaced within my mind, skin, bones. I am all sunny within, and there’s rain in my chest, while in my soul a rainbow bursts alive and swallows me whole, anew. ✨🌿
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thanks @delaneyrogers for deep cleaning your bathroom so I could do a shoot in it
*Dont Look At This Image*
“It’s getting more real everyday, the closer it gets. The fear is real. Im afraid. Of having to do this on my fucking own, without being forced. I don’t know how I’ll make it, I feel like once the day comes, then life will start. The first day of the rest of my life. When I’m expected to remain sober for myself and not by force. That terrifies me. One day at a time. I finally gave in a got the Big Book. I’ve avoided AA for to fucking long. But I’m gonna have to figure it out. This is going to be the hardest shit I’ve had to do so far. “ - Steve
Maybe there’s still another lesson for me to learn with you.
Maybe there’s is still another story waiting to unfold.
Maybe this was meant to be an intermission, not a goodbye.
Maybe there’s a reason i keep going back to you. Maybe we still have some unfinished business. Maybe there’s a part of you that still searches for me.
Maybe avoiding you is not a answer after all.
Maybe we still have more adventures to go on now we are healed.
Maybe we still need each other because we couldn’t fill that void with anyone else. Maybe we still miss each other even though we’re allowed to say it loud.
Maybe we’re suppose to pretend that we’re okay when we’re not.
Maybe the universe caught wind for our lies. Maybe this whole thing isn’t over yet. Maybe this time we could go back to every place we cried in and find happiness again maybe this time we could tried to remember the things that made us fall in love with each other in the first place.
Maybe this time we could try to appreciate the things we took for granted.
Maybe be this time we could try to be patient. We could try to be kind.
Maybe this time we didn’t know any better.
Maybe this whole time we were foolish. Maybe this is the moment we are waiting for.
Maybe this time, it’s truly a one-way ticket. Maybe this time we could find love again in every corner that once broke our hearts.
Stayed up late editing 😜 this tulip field was everything I hoped for and I had such a good time hanging out with @jamie_whitneyy @bbrooksanne
And @penny_perspective !
Gahhh I'm in love! Photography feeds the depths of my soul 💓