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  • Cause I played it cool 
when I was scared 
of letting go🌻☀️
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  • Cause I played it cool
    when I was scared
    of letting go🌻☀️
    #bestofthedays
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  • У каждого свое чудовище,мое милое🖤
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  • У каждого свое чудовище,мое милое🖤
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  • I learned a very valuable lesson through my separation that suffering is necessary if I want to change.  The process really sucks and hurts, but I am growing so much more than I would have had I not gone through it.
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Looking through my past, I notice I wasn’t happy with who I became; I allowed myself to be crippled by fear of rejection, fear of failure, fear of judgement, people pleasing and the lack of self-control that resulted in not knowing who I truly am and looking to people for acceptance & approval.
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This journey is making me realize I need to change from within and expose all my weaknesses and be real with myself. Knowing no one is able to help me if I am not willing to help myself.  So I am learning to flip this pain and use it to my advantage and recognize if I can overcome this, if I am able to find power to get through it, I can use it as a fuel for the rest of my life.
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And the only way I can do this is by focusing on growing & strengthening my body, mind and soul.  This is what I have started doing: I exercise/workout regularly, to let out the frustration and keep myself healthy and in shape; I am reading more literature on people who have gone through what I am going through and learn from them;  I am also praying more and seeking God's guidance to help me persevere through this suffering to gain the courage and strength to fight my battles.
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In life there is no shortcut or avoiding pain, I must go through the suffering, I must face the pain and learn from it, because through the process of overcoming is when I will find permanent peace, and greatness within.
  • I learned a very valuable lesson through my separation that suffering is necessary if I want to change.  The process really sucks and hurts, but I am growing so much more than I would have had I not gone through it.
    ⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀
    Looking through my past, I notice I wasn’t happy with who I became; I allowed myself to be crippled by fear of rejection, fear of failure, fear of judgement, people pleasing and the lack of self-control that resulted in not knowing who I truly am and looking to people for acceptance & approval.
    ⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀
    This journey is making me realize I need to change from within and expose all my weaknesses and be real with myself. Knowing no one is able to help me if I am not willing to help myself.  So I am learning to flip this pain and use it to my advantage and recognize if I can overcome this, if I am able to find power to get through it, I can use it as a fuel for the rest of my life.
    ⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀
    And the only way I can do this is by focusing on growing & strengthening my body, mind and soul.  This is what I have started doing: I exercise/workout regularly, to let out the frustration and keep myself healthy and in shape; I am reading more literature on people who have gone through what I am going through and learn from them;  I am also praying more and seeking God's guidance to help me persevere through this suffering to gain the courage and strength to fight my battles.
    ⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀
    In life there is no shortcut or avoiding pain, I must go through the suffering, I must face the pain and learn from it, because through the process of overcoming is when I will find permanent peace, and greatness within.
  • 30 1 47 minutes ago