People ask me a lot when I go out if I miss drinking? Or if I feel tempted to drink when I go out and socialise
The answer? Heck no.
I was the girl that was wasted at every event, I was the life of the party. If you wanted to get lit, I was your girl.
But I was a hit or miss, the more depressed I became the worse my drinking got but I wasn’t any fun - I was an emotional wreck, and I got myself into some pretty fucked up situations, and I’m not proud of some of the things I said or did during this phase of my life. I almost lost some of my best friends because of it, and I killed one of my relationships because of it.
I have no desire to be that girl again, I’m so happy with the growth that I’ve made within the last year. I don’t want to be that girl ever again.