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Mallika Chaudhuri #MUA #Actor #Model #Influencer #tattooshopowner #bodypositivity 📧 [email protected] @queen_la_rougemakeup @laughingbuddatattoos

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  • Happy Women's Day... Look at that a whole day just to appreciate the importance of womenkind. 
Brilliant isn't it... Well I would like to think although in the recent days I have realised the way I think and what people perceive seem to be sometimes completely misinterpreted... But then I have long ago let go of the excruciating pain of trying to make people understand what I mean.. Ok anyways moving on... I would like to think that I appreciate women and everything about the feminine every day and as much as I can ... As a human let alone a woman myself I have understood that I honestly don't belong to any particular strata or any kind of description of what a woman should be like or is... I find my self very confused about how to handle any of it . I don't fit in a frame... I try to ignore the triggers pushed against me since I was a child about the way I was supposed to be . #Women are bitchy 
Women are temperamental 
Women are moody 
Women don't know how to drive 
Women don't know how to shoot 
Women have issues most men cannot understand... Blah blah bullshit . 
I think humans have the same issues too. 
But for whatever it's worth... Its best to forgive your own self and celebrate your own self before you have any one else to do that for... You alone are in control of your life and your actions... You gotta beat it in your head that the only person who will truly be there for you is yourself... So this year spread love equally and spread joy abundantly ... Accept apologies when they come and don't look to deep into the frames and structures of other peoples minds... You only can govern your own. 
One is all 
All is love 
#loveyourself #womansday #chennairepresent #chennai #india #chennaiinfluencer #influencer #love #freedom #noframes
  • Happy Women's Day... Look at that a whole day just to appreciate the importance of womenkind.
    Brilliant isn't it... Well I would like to think although in the recent days I have realised the way I think and what people perceive seem to be sometimes completely misinterpreted... But then I have long ago let go of the excruciating pain of trying to make people understand what I mean.. Ok anyways moving on... I would like to think that I appreciate women and everything about the feminine every day and as much as I can ... As a human let alone a woman myself I have understood that I honestly don't belong to any particular strata or any kind of description of what a woman should be like or is... I find my self very confused about how to handle any of it . I don't fit in a frame... I try to ignore the triggers pushed against me since I was a child about the way I was supposed to be . #Women are bitchy
    Women are temperamental
    Women are moody
    Women don't know how to drive
    Women don't know how to shoot
    Women have issues most men cannot understand... Blah blah bullshit .
    I think humans have the same issues too.
    But for whatever it's worth... Its best to forgive your own self and celebrate your own self before you have any one else to do that for... You alone are in control of your life and your actions... You gotta beat it in your head that the only person who will truly be there for you is yourself... So this year spread love equally and spread joy abundantly ... Accept apologies when they come and don't look to deep into the frames and structures of other peoples minds... You only can govern your own.
    One is all
    All is love
    #loveyourself #womansday #chennairepresent #chennai #india #chennaiinfluencer #influencer #love #freedom #noframes
  • 466 6 8 March, 2019
  • Today I woke up and just wanted to be 16 again... Love this shot... Love everything including my puffy face!!! There are those days u just don't want to get up from bed... Its okay just let yourself rest it out. 
Let your body do it's own healing. 
Think of all the ways in which your life is blessed and so thinking so heavy... Keep it light... For example no thoughts of where you should be in life or where you want to be... Focus on the now... Like your pets or your garden or a coffee with a friend. Let loose of all the other stuff for a while... It releases the resistance and our human tendency to be dependant on things for happiness. 
#loa
#universe
#life #lifestyle #smile  #loveyourself #igers #influencer #chennaiinfluencer #india #followforfollowback
  • Today I woke up and just wanted to be 16 again... Love this shot... Love everything including my puffy face!!! There are those days u just don't want to get up from bed... Its okay just let yourself rest it out.
    Let your body do it's own healing.
    Think of all the ways in which your life is blessed and so thinking so heavy... Keep it light... For example no thoughts of where you should be in life or where you want to be... Focus on the now... Like your pets or your garden or a coffee with a friend. Let loose of all the other stuff for a while... It releases the resistance and our human tendency to be dependant on things for happiness.
    #loa
    #universe
    #life #lifestyle #smile #loveyourself #igers #influencer #chennaiinfluencer #india #followforfollowback
  • 839 22 2 March, 2019
  • So this lovely shot was captured by @waranyogesh_v .... isn't he so so talented!!! It has always been a dream of mine to get married in a white flowing gown ... Call it the influence of #disney  where everything was picture perfect or #grimmsbrothers fairytales where everything was never as simple as it seemed. I like any other girl was in love with the concept of marriage... But for the life of me I never wanted to get married for the sake of just getting married... I wanted a life partner ... I wanted a person I could share and relate with and enjoy my time with. 
In the old days (hahahaha that's funny) but anyways ... It was considered because boys needed a "responsibility" aka the wife in order to not do boyish things aka ummm you can use your imagination here... And for girls it was all about the weaker sex and control of her womb and the number of children and the other activities that were considered as payment for the mans protection of her precious body... Seriously though we are in 2019 now... And marriage is a bond and a friendship that ensures the growth of two individual people who have individual paths but resonate on the same wave length. Yes they take care of each other but each in their own way and should never be subjected to hate or anger by either partner because they don't care in the way the other partner wants. 
Accept me as I am coz I will always accept you as you are and as you showed me in the first place. I am not bound to you and neither are you to me. You want this as I will never need this. 
You and I are one because and only because we have this understanding that I love you solely for no reason at all but the fact that I adore who you are when I first met you... When I first fell for you... And nothing and no one can manipulate me into changing who you are for any reason in the world... Bring me a lover who states this and i ll marry him in a heart beat
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#love #loveyourself #life #lovers #marriagegoals #lifegoals #weddingphotography
  • So this lovely shot was captured by @waranyogesh_v .... isn't he so so talented!!! It has always been a dream of mine to get married in a white flowing gown ... Call it the influence of #disney where everything was picture perfect or #grimmsbrothers fairytales where everything was never as simple as it seemed. I like any other girl was in love with the concept of marriage... But for the life of me I never wanted to get married for the sake of just getting married... I wanted a life partner ... I wanted a person I could share and relate with and enjoy my time with.
    In the old days (hahahaha that's funny) but anyways ... It was considered because boys needed a "responsibility" aka the wife in order to not do boyish things aka ummm you can use your imagination here... And for girls it was all about the weaker sex and control of her womb and the number of children and the other activities that were considered as payment for the mans protection of her precious body... Seriously though we are in 2019 now... And marriage is a bond and a friendship that ensures the growth of two individual people who have individual paths but resonate on the same wave length. Yes they take care of each other but each in their own way and should never be subjected to hate or anger by either partner because they don't care in the way the other partner wants.
    Accept me as I am coz I will always accept you as you are and as you showed me in the first place. I am not bound to you and neither are you to me. You want this as I will never need this.
    You and I are one because and only because we have this understanding that I love you solely for no reason at all but the fact that I adore who you are when I first met you... When I first fell for you... And nothing and no one can manipulate me into changing who you are for any reason in the world... Bring me a lover who states this and i ll marry him in a heart beat
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    #love #loveyourself #life #lovers #marriagegoals #lifegoals #weddingphotography
  • 247 8 20 February, 2019
  • I took a chance and changed my body for the rest of my life... I took a chance and gave myself a commitment I never thought I would keep
I took a chance and braved through so much pain I thought I would never recover 
I took that chance and made it my destiny. 
And hell I did it smiling and singing away to Old Hindi Songs and a titan team of supporters and well wishers cheering me on till the very last drop of ink penetrated my skin! .
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60+ hours in 3 days
19 needles 
Bare minimum breaks 
A whole lot of determination 
Equal amount of courage 
My brutishly stubborn attitude 
And 
A ridiculous fear of needles overlooked because of all the pain and anger I had in my system from the madness of all the depression I secretly faced in 2018 which ultimately gave me the push to make this art a reality... This piece is actually all the way from the tip of my right shoulder till my left ankle it is a huge #peacocktattoo which is quite easily the biggest tattoo done at the #goa #tattooconvention and what we are confirming as the single largest #colour #tattoo on a woman in #India and #Asia in a single sitting. 
Just everything about this experience has healed me in ways I cannot explain. I especially thank @gauriishankar.mistry an amazing artist and an award winner of the #inksoultattoofestival #heartworktattoofestival 
#bhopaltattoofestival and many others... He is known for record breaking titles and has performed magic on my body and I just can't thank him enough for all his effort and honestly for his love of the art of tattooing. 
Please check out his page he will be guesting at my studio @laughingbuddatattoos very soon! .
The biggest lesson I got out of this is ... Pain and fear have a thin line... The minute you eliminate the thoughts of fear... The pain vanishes... And the human mind is made out of substance that you cannot even imagine. 
I had to be carried all the way from Goa Airport to Chennai airport in a wheel chair but I braved through it all even the aftermath of healing the tattoo all alone at home but it provided me with power like I have never felt before.
Thank you @missnavyarao for bringing me into this realm of existence... You are Gold to me!
  • I took a chance and changed my body for the rest of my life... I took a chance and gave myself a commitment I never thought I would keep
    I took a chance and braved through so much pain I thought I would never recover
    I took that chance and made it my destiny.
    And hell I did it smiling and singing away to Old Hindi Songs and a titan team of supporters and well wishers cheering me on till the very last drop of ink penetrated my skin! .
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    60+ hours in 3 days
    19 needles
    Bare minimum breaks
    A whole lot of determination
    Equal amount of courage
    My brutishly stubborn attitude
    And
    A ridiculous fear of needles overlooked because of all the pain and anger I had in my system from the madness of all the depression I secretly faced in 2018 which ultimately gave me the push to make this art a reality... This piece is actually all the way from the tip of my right shoulder till my left ankle it is a huge #peacocktattoo which is quite easily the biggest tattoo done at the #goa #tattooconvention and what we are confirming as the single largest #colour #tattoo on a woman in #India and #Asia in a single sitting.
    Just everything about this experience has healed me in ways I cannot explain. I especially thank @gauriishankar.mistry an amazing artist and an award winner of the #inksoultattoofestival #heartworktattoofestival
    #bhopaltattoofestival and many others... He is known for record breaking titles and has performed magic on my body and I just can't thank him enough for all his effort and honestly for his love of the art of tattooing.
    Please check out his page he will be guesting at my studio @laughingbuddatattoos very soon! .
    The biggest lesson I got out of this is ... Pain and fear have a thin line... The minute you eliminate the thoughts of fear... The pain vanishes... And the human mind is made out of substance that you cannot even imagine.
    I had to be carried all the way from Goa Airport to Chennai airport in a wheel chair but I braved through it all even the aftermath of healing the tattoo all alone at home but it provided me with power like I have never felt before.
    Thank you @missnavyarao for bringing me into this realm of existence... You are Gold to me!
  • 495 25 11 February, 2019